Friday, 23 June 2017

Which road do you take...

The hardest things in life is never the easy route,
somehow you keep on conquering these hills or mountains that seem to appear daily and
just when you think you’re on top of the world, the wind gushes through your being and you fall again and again and again…
But each time you get up, and each time you are stronger…more determined than the last.
I wish for a simple life where I’m at peace with myself
I wish for letting go of the past and live fully in the present
not the past or the future…but the now
I always figured the hardest thing I had to endure was my gruelling divorce, but life had so much more to teach me…and still do.
That is the hardest and most challenging, but also the most rewarding part.
Learning to accept that you can’t control everything.
Learning to let go.
To forgive.
Learning to love myself and to make peace with myself.
I am after all my greatest enemy and my greatest critic.
And to let that feelings toward myself go is the hardest challenge I have ever faced….
and still face on a daily basis.
I’m still in the moulding process…a journey of self-discovery…
Have a good weekend…I’ve got some mountains to conquer this weekend.